The relationship was far from perfect. I have been in recovery so when I got with him last year I was thrilled to just be with someone who hadn't done drugs.
Before we started dating he lied about talking to other women. My gut told me to leave. Then the yelling and cursing started everytime anything made him angry. My gut told me to leave. I had a thought one day when he was around my young (3) niece to not leave him alone with her. So so many times my gut told me to leave so why didnt I?
I got sent the screenshot of the snapchat between them yesterday. When I confronted him he immediately started yelling and was repeatedly calling me a f**ing b*ch.
What if the cousin didn't go to her mom and something did happen. I would never be able to live with myself. I brought him around these kids and I feel like trash for it.
I am in shock. This is the man I have spent a year of my life with and let him around my child and his cousin which I feel so much guilt for. I knew he had issues but never imagined this is why our relationship would end.
I need help processing this. How do I heal from this? How do I move forward and make sure that I am never mistreated again? How do I deal with the guilt?
Tldr; the man I was with is a predator and I dont know how to move forward.
Submitted June 05, 2020 at 06:58PM by gabmary79 https://ift.tt/2Y0S3i8
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