Recently I have been seeing someone I met through work and he has been treating me so well it’s been making me realize how awful I’ve been treated before. Even in my last relationship, I couldn’t be around, let alone touch, my ex without feeling extremely anxious. I have never had somebody just touch me and hold me in the way that this guy does. It is so hard for me to describe it because it genuinely is a new sensation for me.
This morning we were laying with each other and I was holding him and he was brushing his fingers over different parts of my body and just looking at every inch of me. I don’t know what happened, maybe I just really needed to be touched like that, or maybe I was feeling genuine affection for the first time, but I just started crying. Something similar happened last night when we were having sex and he stopped to tell me “wow, you are so beautiful”, and I started crying because that statement overwhelmed me so much.
I think I’ve just felt like an object for so long that being treated like an actual beautiful person is making me overcome with emotion. I feel so safe with this guy and I’m very thankful to have met him when I did. And just in general, he’s putting me first, he’s buying things for me “just because”, and has an actual interest in who I am and what I say. Just wanted to share!
TL;DR I am finally being treated the right way in a relationship and it’s making me very emotional, in a good way.
Submitted June 04, 2020 at 04:30PM by yellow-kirby https://ift.tt/2UdYzAS
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