So I’m normally good with having sex with my boyfriend. We have it almost every day. But there are times where I don’t want to. Which I put down on my depression as i just don’t feel it some nights.
But last night, he was trying it on with me, I said no as I didn’t feel very well and I had been up since 5am and it was now 11pm. So I was too tired as well. So I kept saying no and he kept trying but he finally gave up and let me go sleep. But then I wake up with him having sex with me anyway. I tried getting him of but he didn’t listen and carried on. He finished and then went sleep.
This happens quite often, when I’m asleep, and when I’m awake. I always feel as I have no choice in whether we have sex or not. It’s always down to him. We end up having it when I don’t want it.
I’m really tired of it, but I love him, so I’m not sure what to do anymore. As he isn’t listening to anything I say. It’s not like he’s hitting me and forcing me down the whole time so I’m not sure if this is even wrong for him to be doing. I just know I feel as if I’m powerless and don’t have a choice in any of it. My no is never heard and I’m sick to my stomach, especially after last night. I couldn’t have made it any clearer that I didn’t want it, so why did he still do it?
TLDR : I don’t think my boyfriend respects what I say at all, when I say no, he doesn’t listen.
Submitted June 03, 2020 at 11:21PM by sheeshthatsbeef https://ift.tt/3cwr0QU
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