I(13M) have to get a restraining order on my birth mom and she might go back to jail and I am just really not ok.

This needs a bit of background. I(13M) have 3 older sisters(15F/17F/18F) where born into a neglectful family. Our dad was a coke addict and my mom didn't really care about us. My aunt or we call mom was the one who found us and called cops when I was just a baby. According to storys was my 18F was changing my diapers and we once ran out of diapers and I was just going to thr bathroom in nothing. We rarely ate more then once a day. It was rough. My brith parents were sentenced to prison. My mom was sent a decade of child abuse and neglect charges. And my dad was sent to jail for 15 years on the same charges plus cocaine charges. Almost 2 months ago my mom got out of jail early on probation she was only able to see my siblings and I on vists where our aunt and uncle (we call them mom and dad) are there with us. Well no where in her probation were social media off limits and she contacted me once on social media and never again BUT we have found out yesterday she has been stalking all of our social medias when she accidentally liked one of my sisters Instagram post from 3 years ago. When our parents asked our birth mom about this she admitted to watching our facebooks andInstagrams since she got out. That made all of us extremely uncomfortable and now my parents are looking to get a restraining order on her for all us that will include social media. We had her account blocked but she made another account that disguised itself as one of those spam follow bots. Now my grandmother told her plural officer about it and that's all I know about that. I am just in a panic anxiety frenzy about all of this. I have started therapy but it isnt doing shit. I'm just completely lost. I dont know if this sub is right for this but idk.

Td;lr my birth mom is stalking me which has caused me to have lots of anxiety and panic attacks.

Submitted June 03, 2020 at 03:13PM by 1__19 https://ift.tt/2XwhbhO