My(20) boyfriend (27) and I were in an LDR for the past 15 months and he will be returning for a month in a few days. We used to have sexy time through calls quite frequently but he doesn't initiate anything anymore and when I questioned him about it he said that he was "saving up for the real thing", which I think means he wants to do it for real when we meet.
We have been dating for more than 2 years now, and since he is so much older than me who is also a virgin I understand where he is coming from. But me, personally I'm a little nervous and even insecure about my body. I'm not very sexually open and don't have any experience, but I want to make him happy.
I have spoken to him about this before and we had a fight over it where he said that if I can't satisfy him its completely fine, he will find other ways. Which could be porn or a prostitute I have no idea, but I want to be the person he wants. He has a bit of a temper and I'm honestly a bit scared of getting on his bad side, and I love him so I don't want him to leave me because of something so trivial.
I am very attracted to him sexually, maybe I should just go ahead with the actual sex?
TLDR; Boyfriend wants sex but I'm not ready yet I want to please him.
Submitted February 24, 2022 at 04:20AM by Anonylost https://ift.tt/38AOair
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