Lately, i've (24F) been pushing my bf (25m) of 5 years away and its hurting him. I feel guilty (when he does caring/supportive things for me) and exhausted when I am with him (because my plate is full from trying to hold my own self together). I don't want to lose him yet when I am with him I don't feel comfortable. Taking a break isn't an option as we recently just got back together from a breakup where I engaged in some self-destructive behaviours. As a result he would not be comfortable in being apart unless we fully call it quits. Feeling the way I have been, I just want space to get better on my own and to not have to care for anyone else.
I am lost and not sure what to do or where to go from here. Does anyone have similar experiences or insights as to whether or not Im f'ing up? lol
TL;DR: pushing my bf away due due to my depression and looking to get some space.
Submitted February 14, 2021 at 12:32PM by Dalolan https://ift.tt/3bmWafh
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