He always comes over to our house for hours on end very often and sleeps over. The abuse been going on for months now and I just want it to stop. I've figured out ways to avoid being alone with him but now he is threatening to out me to my parents (they are violently homophobic) if I don't give into him and perform sexual acts. I know reporting is not a possibility because I have no evidence, I'd be outed to my parents and no one would look at me the same way ever again.. so I'm trying to find other methods to make him go away.
I told my brother that I don't like him and I find it uncomfortable and intrusive that he's always over, but I don't know what to tell him when he asks for me to elaborate and he's very dismissive. They've been friends for over 10 years, my bro might not even believe me.
I just don't know how to tell him. I'm already out to him (that's how my abuser knew) and a few of my close friends. I don't know how to put it into words, I don't know what kind of reaction I get whether he'd be sad or angry at me, himself or my abuser.. This is the only way I know how to make it stop without my parents finding out.
What do I say to him? When is a good time to tell him?
Also, please don't tell me to report it to the police or anything, I am sure that my life would be made so so much worse if my parents found out.
TL;DR: I want to tell my brother that his best friend has been sexually abusing me so he can go away, but I don't know how.
Submitted May 02, 2019 at 04:59PM by awaythrowx115 http://bit.ly/2WfHyp0
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