My [24M] GF [23 FM] has been exploring her bisexuality with multiple women. I’m starting to feel mixed emotions of loneliness, horniness and jealousy all at once. Not sure what to do.

My girlfriend recently came out as bisexual. I was supportive of this because I wanted to give her an opportunity to explore her bisexuality with women and also because it was a major kink of mine. Most porn I watch revolves around lesbian sex of some kind.

At first, I was motivated by both her happiness but also my own selfishness of “getting off” by the idea of my girlfriend have lesbian sex with all these women.

My girlfriend recently told me she had lesbian sex with her best friend (bfffs since they were in 4th grade) who is also in a relationship.

I was supportive and of course turned on....But the more girls she has sex with, the more I begin to feel inadequate and not enough for her (sexually). I begin, strangely, alone and depressed and I’m not sure why really.

I get moody with her every time she tells me she has hooked up with a girl, I’ll act short and irritated, but then we will have the best sex afterwards because she will tell me everything that she did with that girl while we are having sex...It turns me on so much, yet I also get mad and upset.

I’m not sure how to process this. I feel like a hypocrite because I encouraged this, but then become jealous, angry, depressed and ultimately inadequate as a lover.

TLDR; GF came out as bisexual, expressed interest in having sex with girls. I said yes, because I get severely turned on by lesbian sex. My GF has lesbian sex with multiple girls and I become an emotional hurricane of angry, sad, lonely but also incredibly turned on and horny. Not sure how to process or proceed going further...

Submitted November 03, 2018 at 04:25AM by TomasOTR https://ift.tt/2QmHBN2