As a little background, my girlfriend (F19) broke up with me (M21) on the first day of college classes about two months ago after being together for around 2.5 years. We were living with her family at the time so I moved out and in with some really good friends of mine who have been so supportive and helpful.
Except one of my roommates slept with her two weeks after we broke up. That alone messed me up pretty bad, but it's only been getting worse instead of better. My ex and I are both involved in the same extracurricular at our college that pretty much forces us to see each other almost every single day and all of our friends are from the extracurricular too. They all did a really good job of not taking sides or anything, but they constantly talk about her sleeping with my roommate because they forget I'm in the room or talk about all the other people she's been sleeping with.
The biggest problem in our relationship was that she never wanted to have sex with me which caused a lot of tension and problems in our relationship and it's so difficult to hear about all these other people she's seeing, and mean while, the only other sexual contact I've had with anyone since the breakup was making out with some girl I knew from way back twice.
I've tried Tinder, but being at a small, private college don't have any success on that at all. I've gone on a single date with a girl I met at a party who didn't want to go any further with our relationship after that.
Every single day I come home to a group of friends that I love more than my own family and are so supportive and treat me better than my ex girlfriend ever did, but I still just feel so lonely. I don't know if it's something wrong with me or if I'm just incapable of being happy while single. Meanwhile, my friends are getting laid left and right and I can't even get a girl to meet me for coffee on Tinder. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong or how to get attention from girls. I just miss having that next-level intimate relationship with someone you can only get from a girlfriend or even a FWB, but I can't seem to do anything about it and it's so frustrating.
Tl;dr Extremely lonely because I have to hear about the sexual exploits of my ex and I haven't done almost nothing with a girl since the breakup.
Submitted November 03, 2018 at 01:58PM by Anustart6969696969 https://ift.tt/2PCwAK5
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