Today while trying to find something to make for dinner, my(F29) husband(M28) hands me his phone with a recipe for an imitation crab pasta(we had some crab in the fridge that needed to be used up) he said that something like that would be good and that I could go back to the page before and look through the recipes to find a good one. I was scrolling through a few of them and accidentally hit the home button instead of the back button and it exited out of the app. While I was looking through them it said at the top that it was on Google so I opened Google chrome to continue looking at the recipes. It pops up with the home page that says continue "Tushys something about anal and and assistant." The title was cut off so I clicked on it to read the full thing to tease him a little. I made a wise crack about it and hit the back button a few times to get to the home page. It got to a Google search page that said "fucking random hotties at a hotel". I read that outloud and my husband put his hand out for his phone. I didnt want to over react to something stupid so I immediately start making dinner. We don't talk to each other the entire time I'm making dinner. I finish and make him his plate and give it to him. He says thank you and I go on to give our daughter(F1) a plate as well. Any time I eat while upset my stomach hates me for it so I just take a seat next to our wood stove. He asks me what my deal is and I say "nothing." He continues to say "obviously you know that I watch porn and it just happened to be the random one I clicked on" I told him it was a Google search and not a random video and if he was going to lie to me right off the get go I didn't want to talk. He told me to "get over myself" I walked away after that. A little context, my husband works on the road for weeks at a time. He gets really weird about talking on the phone for too long and refuses to talk if hes around people. I have anxiety and abandonment issues and try my best not to let it get the best of me especially because comfort is not my husband strong suit,but my mind is going crazy right now. He insists I'm over reacting over nothing, and sees absolutely nothing wrong with his actions. I dont care if he watches porn, but this specific Google search has triggered quite a bit of anxiety in me. He doesn't believe that I have valid reason to be upset. I know emotions can blind judgement, so I'm just looking for advice or an outside perspective..
TL:DR Found Google search on husbands phone(who works on the road) "fucking random hotties in a hotel" husband told me to get over myself and that I'm over reacting and that it was just porn. Just looking for advice or an outside perspective.
Submitted January 27, 2023 at 09:50PM by AdFun4578 https://ift.tt/kTYNgwj
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