Hi guys, I'm(23M) extremely hurt, numb and heartbroken, we had been together for around 11 months and recently we had a bad argument over a silly thing, she(21F) was yelling and shouting at me even though i didn't do it back (i get panic attacks when i'm being yelled at) at one point i said that there are good women who wouldn't yell or shout at you, and she says there are real men with many more inches than i have, in more than one places, which I'm lacking, i was shocked and asked her 'what?' (i didn't fully understand it in the heat of the moment), (for those who didn't understand, she meant penis size and height), she didn't respond, i went to another room, locked the door and cried, then i left the place and blocked her eveywhere, i just did not want to face her again.
It's been a week now and i can't help but involuntarily cry when those memories flash, having tied my worth as a man, to some measurements that i can do nothing about, makes me feel horrible, extremely horrible, i like myself and am generally pretty confident, I've never worried about penis size, and about height, I've never had troubles getting cute shorter or same height girls interested in me, i mean i can have bad days where i don't feel myself definitely, but I'm generally confident and like myself, I'm slowly getting back at it but some days just suck and i hear her words on repeat, and my anxiety makes me feel less of myself.
She tried contacting me from another phone, she was crying and begging me, telling me I'm perfect and that she loves me more than anything, that she didn't mean any of it and that she'd understand if i don't take her back but that she wanted to genuinely apologise and try her best etc etc, but i didn't want to talk and i deleted that number too (I'm just not ready to talk to her), is there anyway that i can deal with emotional pain part of it, in a more healthy/ better way?
Tl;dr - Gf insulted my penis size and height during an argument, i broke up.
Submitted March 06, 2022 at 01:11AM by th_row_awa_yacc https://ift.tt/Gph71VO
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