Hi guys and girls, i am not sure if this is the right place but i need to tell someone my story. I just had this happen on Monday night and i haven't really told anyone yet and i am dying to!!! I went over to my friends place on Monday for dinner (lets call her V). she had just gotten this place a month or so ago and it was my first time visiting.
For some very quick background i have know V since 2nd grade, we have been best friends for as long as i can remember! We dated a little in middle school but nothing more serious than that. V has been in relationships since high school so i would only see her a handful of times each year. Every time i see V, whether its been a week or 6 months its the same, we instantly reconnect like no time has been lost and our friendship is just as strong as the last time. Every time i have seen her in the last 7 years we have always gone out to dinner or drinks. We had never "hungout" before as her bf wasn't exactly a fan of that.
Fast forward to now, she has been single for 5 months. We had made plans for dinner a few weeks ago but things fell through and we planned for a later date. V posted something on Instagram about seeing a new movie so i decided it was my chance to shoot my shot. I messaged her and asked if she wanted to see that movie and do dinner. She said yes and we scheduled to see each other Monday (just two days ago) . V told me she wanted to cook for me at her new place so i picked my favorite meal and waited for the day.
The day of:
I had the day off from work so i spent all day getting ready, shaving, plucking my eyebrows, clipping my nails and picking out what to wear, i wanted to make sure everything was perfect! now at this point i did not expect anything from this dinner but was hopeful. I leave early and stop at a florist on the way and pick up two pink roses for her. once i get there i get the tour of the new place and we catch up for a hour or so. after her delicious home cooked meal we move to the couch to talk more. At this point in the night we have talked at length about relationships, love, life and everything in between. One important thing i realized was that in all of our lives we never hungout like this before, we never were not in a public setting. This was the first time we got to experience each other like this and we were really enjoying it. During our talk she said how she did not plan on us anything to come from today to be honest she didn't think we had much of a chance anymore but with how well things were going that obviously wasn't true.
At this point i knew i had a chance, she kept talking about us like we were already going to happen. Alot of things said were in future tense, we, us, next time, you'll see. While on the couch things were progressively getting better, we were joking around and after one thing led to another we ended up in each others arms. It was kind of awkward at first and we couldn't stop smirking because as much as we liked it and it felt right it was strange for us who just hours before would never have imagined this would happen. We continued to hold each other and talk, my hands would be on her legs or around her shoulder nothing to forward. After the couch we made our way to her porch were we we watched a beautiful pink sky.
Whilst on the porch we had a conversation that was about how we are 25 now (ill be 25 this year) and how life was so quick to go by. This is when things get real, imagine the two of us sitting out side looking at this beautiful cotton candy sky, the tension from early was still building. I started to say something along the lines of how short our lives are that we only get one life and there are no redos. The second i finished saying that something took over me, i stood up immediately walked over to her reached for her face and kissed the woman of my dreams.
I don't know how to describe it other than i felt something warm come over me, she was an amazing kisser there was no awkwardness no hesitation we just got lost in each other right there. Once the kiss was over we went back to talking some more, we spoke for a little while longer but she heads to bed early so i suggested we call it a night. at this point i have been over her place for 6 hours or so and i swear it felt like two hours had passed with how much we talked. We make it back inside and we start to have some more intimate make out sessions. We are in the kitchen and cant keep our hand off each other. It was certainly strange to say the least, we would hold each other tight and slow dance around the kitchen kissing each other. But every 30 seconds or so we would stop, look at each other and smile or laugh, it was amazing but slightly awkward.
she moved herself to be up against the kitchen counter and lifted herself up a little like she wanted me to throw here up there. i was hesitate to do so as i wasn't going to ruin this night with sex to soon. Eventually sex did come up, she wanted to and asked if i did as well, i said obviously but maybe its best we do this right and take it slow. We did just that and kept telling ourselves we should stop. She said "we've waited long enough what a little longer" She politely asked me to go home as she didn't think she would be able to control herself if i stayed the night, i was more than happy to go as i didn't want to risk anything more than i had to. it took me quite some time to leave but eventually she was walking me to my car. where we kissed once more and even then once we started we could not stop. eventually i did leave but and we set up to see each other again this weekend!
I am screaming like a little girl writing this, the fact that this is happening is still almost not real to me. If you've read all of this i thank you for your time, i needed this victory to be known to someone.
TL;DR! - I had dinner with my best friend and long time crush of 17 years and we ended up hitting it of on a more serious note than we both every would have anticipated.
Submitted July 17, 2019 at 12:49PM by Dirtyyy30 https://ift.tt/32vDvbG
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