TL;DR I didn't communicate my feelings and now I've drove the love of my life away.
We've,very been together since we were 16/17 years old. Grew up together, matured together and built a life together. We've been trying for a baby for about 5 years, and early this year our cycle of IVF unfortunately failed. Whilst this hit us both hard it seriously affected myself. I questioned everything, life, my job, our big family home, what is the point in it all if we're never going to have children. I then proceeded to neglect her, push her away and fail her in a time of need. I was in a depressed dark place. I'm ashamed I wasn't there for her.
Now she's leaving me, the home and our two dogs, it breaks my heart the thought of her leaving. I love her so much. This is all because at such a key time I failed to talk about my feelings.
I feel so depressed and lonely right now, I feel physically sick all the time. I know I only have myself to blame. How long does it take to heal? Because right now I don't really want to live
Submitted June 29, 2019 at 05:45PM by kyleb6788 https://ift.tt/31Ywtfv
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