So I posted here close to a week ago about my boyfriend refusing to tell me his Reddit and how it made me upset.
I know what I did was wrong, but I checked his phone. I'm honestly glad I did. I found more than I intended to. He was messaging a girl on Snapchat bc she was "Pretty" and "Seemed cool". She is also 17 turning 18 soon.. he is 23. Rad, right? He was searching for our state's "thots" and a bunch of other girls on Facebook. He has also been visiting girls other social media constantly (i.e- Slutty girls Twitter accounts). He also made a Kik and deleted the app so I wouldnt see it.. he tried to reset his password a few weeks ago. When I confronted him, he kept saying it wasnt him, someone must have hacked his phone. He had no idea about this girl or anything else. Luckily, I took pictures of everything incase he tried to delete it. Even after literally showing him the photos, he says "I dont know what that is, but it's not me"...ok. sure. I tried reasoning with him. I said I wasnt mad. I just wanted to know WHY he did what he did. I feel like I deserve at least an explanation.. but nope. He still says he didnt do it.
I got physically I'll upon finding all of this. I only slept for one hour. I have a horrid migraine.
I feel so stupid, pathetic, and worthless. I feel inadequate and like I do not/never mattered, 3 years later. FML to the MAX.
TL;DR: My boyfriend refused to tell me his Reddit, I was upset because I felt like he was hiding shit. Lo' and behold, he was indeed hiding shit. You guys were right.
Submitted June 18, 2019 at 09:54AM by Chicaaaxo http://bit.ly/2Y5gxp2
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