Hello reddit, I wanted to see what you guys have to say, maybe I need to see this from a different perspective.
First I want to say that I’m a generally happy person, nothing is perfect but I’m doing well and I enjoy life very much. But I’ve never had a boyfriend, and I really really want one. I’ve wanted one for years, but now I’m feeling more desperate.
I’ve been single all my life and, in a way, it’s been great for me to develop independence and concentrate on my career. I’ve spent a lot of time alone and I love it. But I feel that I’m ready to get close to someone, and it just doesn’t happen!
I’ve worked on myself a lot. I used to be very shy and insecure, now I’m more confident and outgoing. I’ve made an effort to look nice, with better clothes, hair and some basic makeup. I’m passionate about my work and I’m very busy with it, fortunately, if not I’d probably think about this all day!
I’ve seen my friends go form one relationship to the other and I don’t understand how it’s so easy for them.
I feel like I’m going crazy, guys. I really want that closeness, to have sex with someone I care about. Sometimes I have phases that I don’t think about it much, then there’s others that it’s always at the back of my head, like now. Does it have to be like this? What else can I improve? How can I deal with this better? I’m so afraid of it never happening :( It’s exhausting.
TL;DR: Never had a relationship before, really really want one, don't know what to do about it.
Submitted December 02, 2018 at 04:13AM by maudelebowski_ https://ift.tt/2zGiUEG
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