Sorta came to this realization a couple days ago, I was drunk at a party and had been talking to a friend of a friend (21F) for a while (couldn't tell you how long but I'd guess >30 min) upstairs, then a bit after I got back downstairs my friend (also 21F) asked if I wanted to/was trying to fuck the girl. Caught me off guard because I really didn't think we'd been talking about anything like that, I just like talking to anyone when I'm drunk, but I guess the girl talked to my friend and yeah. I said no.
But I've been thinking about it more now that I'm sober, and I don't think I would've said yes if it were anyone I didn't know really closely. I think it may stem from the fact that I'm still a virgin and most likely put sex on way too high a pedestal, or that I'm just nervous about my first time being with someone I don't really know all that well. Also might be valuable info I've never been in any kind of relationship.
But yeah enough of that, any thoughts?
tl;dr: 21 year old virgin, wouldn't want to have sex unless I'm close to the person. weird or no?
Submitted November 03, 2019 at 07:31PM by Sun_Fucker https://ift.tt/33c1pZS
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