i have been absolutely ghosted for the second time from this guy that i can’t help getting over.. bare with me.. it’s a lot. we’ve had the best chemistry - so i’ve thought, and it seemed to go well the second time around but yet he fooled me. i just need some insight on how to get over him? or whatever i can do to forget about him? my emotions are all over the place .. so i dont know — we have history and this year we actually connected unlike before and finally hooked up .. i already knew from the start i shouldn’t have…
BUT i gave in because of the feelings i have for him. it was almost like “deja vu” it was the same timeline (sept-oct) that lined up with what he did to me 2 yrs ago.. (yes obviously that’s a red flag but after 2 years of not talking… he seemed .. different but obviously i am naive.)
BUT this time around.. i feel absolutely.. crushed as in my confidence, my sex appeal and all the rest and i just feel fucking used. i can’t shake that feeling of wanting to just get revenge… he totally got what he wanted but at the same time he told me all the sweet things that i needed to hear but what’s so shitty is that.. when i thought — just maybe… he felt the same way…. i guess it was just a fucking ploy..— my heart aches… and it sucks and i just need some advice to get over it or move on? because i’m tired of thinking he’ll come around… when that’s not going to happen because i’m obviously nothing to him or just a toy or just a “realization piece” this is ruining me and my confidence and i just would like some opinions 🥺
TLDR; i got ghosted/played by someone i have always loved for the second time after not talking to them after two years… after thinking they were serious this time we finally hooked up and i can’t help to just question everything about myself…….advice?
Submitted November 03, 2021 at 09:50PM by wowevox https://ift.tt/3mK5CQL
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