I don't even know where to begin, I honestly can't believe this is happening. Basically, this April, my boyfriend had sex with another woman after a fight where we nearly broke up (but didn't), didn't tell me about it, and stayed "friends" with her up until now. I found out because she was blackmailing him and said that she would tell me everything unless he paid her.
I was planning a life with him. We were planning to get married and grow old together. I would message him all throughout the day just random shit. It would always made me happy to message him little things throughout the day. I don't know how to live without him in my life. He was my rock when I was anxious or hated my life. He truly loved everything about me.
I said my last goodbye to him yesterday and blocked him on everything, but everything is so painful right now and I just miss him so bad. I spoke to my mom and she said that sometimes it's okay to keep talking to end things slowly instead of cold turkey. I mean he was such a huge part of my life, it's like a total shock to my system to just lose him.
So I guess I'm wondering if my mom's advice was solid? Can I keep talking to him and move on? What's the best way to move on with my life?
TLDR: My boyfriend cheated and we broke up. How do I move on?
Edit: I forgot to mention that he had been talking to this girl even before that fight and I had never heard of her before this.
Submitted October 02, 2019 at 06:19PM by brokeheartthrowaway1 https://ift.tt/2oKuBrs
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