Id be lying if i said i didn't have a hunch during this time. I've had plenty but i chose to play dumb. He's always kept his phone and accounts really private from me. It seems he goes the extra mile to keep things locked up. Today he left his Facebook open and I peaked and it didn't take much for me to find out he's been sleeping with three woman. This hurt but it made me more mad than hurt. I felt really confused but also somewhat freed I got an answer. He made it clear to these woman that they were fwb. ( this doesn't make it okay for me...) It was the final blow though when i found the fourth woman on his phone... he has a fingerprint lock so i used his thumb while he was sleeping. I thought i needed to know and now i kind of wish i didn't. He has been emotionally cheating on me and physically with the fourth one and that one hurt the most.
I feel confused and just miserable. He's asleep next to me . We were talking about marriage not too long ago and now it all seems like a lie. Idk Is what to believe.
The fourth woman is actually 20 years older than us and she isn't very attractive and that actually made it hurt more because i know they have a connection. I knew they were friends. She's married and has a kid andhe seemed torn by this... she was talking about getting a divorce.
I really dont know what to do or even what I'm doing on here exactly. I just dont want to be drowning in my own thoughts.
Please excuse my English.
Tldr; my bf cheated on me with three woman physically and fourth one emotionally and physically.
Submitted October 02, 2019 at 01:01AM by Gotchabxtch https://ift.tt/2mTmxnB
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